Gaugin’s Chair Images number 8.

This is the second night in a row that I have woken real early because I have forgotten to take my sleeping pills. I put them on my night stand and then forget to take them. Silly me. It’s not falling asleep that is the problem, it is staying asleep. I would love to sleep [...]

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Melancholy.

I have visited all of your blogs, I really have. I have read every one of them, I really have. Then I didn’t leave a single comment on any of them, I really didn’t.
Why not?
I just couldn’t think of one sensible thing to write. I thought, “Everything I write will be silly or dull or [...]

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Blue Flower Images number 1

Because we had to turn back the clock one hour, yesterday seemed like it took forever. The day just lasted and lasted. Every time I looked at the clock, it was earlier than I thought it was going to be, causing me to feel very exasperated. When it was finally time to go to bed, [...]

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Bewerkte Gele Bloem 3 Images number 1

I woke up at 5 am, but it was only 4 am, because we were supposed to have set back the clocks one hour last night to wintertime. The computer has the right time, smart computer. I suppose I will try and adjust as quickly as possible to the new time now with my medication [...]

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Appel 1 Images number 4

I went to sleep at 9:30 pm last night and slept until 5 am this morning. How is that for a change? I think it is all that activity I had before I went to sleep that did it, so I must repeat it often.
Now I am sitting here trying to wake up properly, but [...]

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Appel 1 Images number 2.

Today, I weigh 91.9 kilos and that is 1.6 kilos too many. Actually, it is 6.9 kilos too many, but who is counting? Well, I am obviously. I can tell it is almost wintertime, because I am eating more than is good for me. I am eating more often. I get the urge to [...]

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birthday Cake Images number 4.

One morning you sleep until 5 am, the next morning you are up at 2:30 am and that is all the sleep you are going to get. Well, never mind, as long as I am not sitting here yawning and as long as I get to have very good coffee, things are okay and I [...]

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Second Birthday Cake Images number 4.

Goodness, I slept until 5 am this morning. Will wonders never cease? What a wonderful thing to happen.
I haven’t worn my glasses in over three weeks. I stopped wearing them out of vanity and then realized that I didn’t need them anymore. My eyes no longer hurt and water and I can see just fine. [...]

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Second Birthday Cake Images number 3.

I am reading A Short History of Tractors In The Ukraine. Eduard had gotten it from the library and I am reading it in Dutch. This doesn’t bother me, although it was written in English originally, because the translation is very good. When I saw him reading the book, I recognized the title as one [...]

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Appel 2 Images number 6.

Remember how I told you I was stuck in my work book and couldn’t move forward? I had to make a life chart and name all the events and situations in my adult life that had been significant and traumatic enough to have caused a change in mood such as a depression or a [...]

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