And Secondly!

I have found the desk chair to be the most comfortable place to sit. I have tried the sofa and the bed, but this chair is definitely the best, because it offers the most support. So I can write the second post for today without too much pain. I find that the pain medication helps, [...]

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No matter what.

I have slept from 7 PM yesterday evening until 2 AM this night and since I am in pain no matter what I do, I may as well sit in his relatively comfortable desk chair and write a post, because I don’t know what else to do at this time of the night. I am [...]

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Lumbago.

I am writing this in considerable amount of pain, because I have lumbago. I got it this afternoon by pulling wet laundry out of the washing machine. Suddenly I felt a huge pain and could not do anything any more; breathing hurts. Eduard took me to the doctor’s office by car, because there was no [...]

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Discussions.

Thursday afternoon. Eduard has asked me not to discuss anything personal about him on my blog and he is right, of course. In my eagerness to tell my story, I do forget boundaries and I cross them and talk about other people’s personal issues and I should not. So, I am going to make it [...]

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Contemplation.

I am writing this in addition to the post below that I published this morning, so by all means go and read that. I just felt like sitting here and putting some more thoughts on paper. Ha, it looks like paper, but it isn’t.
After I walked Jesker, I laid down on the sofa with the [...]

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A brand new day.

Wednesday 6:15 PM. I just woke up from a longish nap on the sofa. I was listening to my MP3 player with classical music on it and when Beethoven’s ninth symphnony came on I fell asleep and there is nothing better than to do that to “Ode to Joy.” I woke up two hours later [...]

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Joyfully.

9:30 PM Tuesday evening. I will very joyfully start writing a post now and maybe finish it later in the wee hours of the morning when I am up again after not having slept enough again as is usual, but see if I care, no I don’t. I am listening to Linkin Park and I [...]

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Enlightenment.

I knew there was a reason for me to take on the name Nora and for truly picturing myself as Nora and for having a very clear idea of who Nora is and what sort of values she stands for and what sort of no nonsense woman she is. The more shape and recognition she [...]

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Pills.

Well, I have had my share of pills today and they have helped me through the day quite well. I don’t feel drowsy or drugged right now, but quite relaxed and at ease, and I have managed to change my email address for all my incoming emails, which were scattered over two different ones and [...]

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To Hell in a Hand Basket.

As I was afraid of happening, as this always happens after I behave so very mature and rational, my emotions caught up with me something fearsome yesterday afternoon and I started to fall apart badly. I was at the film house when I did and could not afford to make a scene there, so I [...]

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