Bloody awful, I say.

I’m so bloody tired and I haven’t done enough to warrant it at all, so where does that leave me with my good behavior? Up the chimney, I would say. Tired and no excuse for it and longing to lay in a sweet meadow filled with four leaf clovers and other good luck greenery and [...]

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Blegh!!!

I am full of exhaustion and I don’t want to be, I am going to fight it all the way to the sofa if I have to and not give into it one teeny little inch. It isn’t as though I had an especially tiring day, although I did do a variety of things and [...]

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In Between.

I can’t write about my memories all the time. My head will get stuck in them and sometimes that is not a pleasant feeling, depending on the memories. Instead, I will write about what is going on right now.
I had told you all very proudly that I had stopped taking the Temazepam during the day. [...]

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No way, no go…

For those of you who were looking forward to read all about my adventurous journey to Amsterdam, I have to disappoint you, because I didn’t go.
I woke up at 4 AM and dreaded the thought that I had to go all the way there and just could not find the motivation to and was hoping [...]

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Back to normal.

Okay, back to normal, or as normal as I can get it for right now. I woke up very early and couldn’t sleep anymore and felt a little bit distracted and uptight and then more and more so and finally realized that I had forgotten to take all of my medications before I went to [...]

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Contemplation.

I am writing this in addition to the post below that I published this morning, so by all means go and read that. I just felt like sitting here and putting some more thoughts on paper. Ha, it looks like paper, but it isn’t.
After I walked Jesker, I laid down on the sofa with the [...]

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Pills.

Well, I have had my share of pills today and they have helped me through the day quite well. I don’t feel drowsy or drugged right now, but quite relaxed and at ease, and I have managed to change my email address for all my incoming emails, which were scattered over two different ones and [...]

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To Hell in a Hand Basket.

As I was afraid of happening, as this always happens after I behave so very mature and rational, my emotions caught up with me something fearsome yesterday afternoon and I started to fall apart badly. I was at the film house when I did and could not afford to make a scene there, so I [...]

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A little bit extra.

I ran out of sleeping pills and didn’t get to the pharmacy on time to pick up my new ones and as a result I have been sleeping strangely, falling asleep for about one hour and getting up again repeatedly. I keep going back to the sofa to sleep some more, but I keep the [...]

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Wanky Wooly Wednesday

Lake Wobegon Days.
Firstly, let me do a good deed for two people who made me smile especially wide when I read my comments tonight. All my comments make me smile as a rule, but these two made me smile more than usual and it is so funny that these two people both had the same [...]

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