Posted in Uncategorized, tagged award, divorce, MP3 player, ratings, sleep, SPN, the Exfactor, thee apartment, weather on July 1, 2008 | 9 Comments »
Well, it’s been another busy and eventful day here at he Pondorosa. On top of everything, the weather decided to be a scorcher, so we poor Dutch people were walking around with many body parts exposed and sitting at sidewalk cafés trying to find some refreshment. I am working on a cold bottle of Coca [...]
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Posted in medication, tagged daughters, food, house decorating, hypomania, medication, ratings, shopping, sleeping, weather, weight on December 18, 2007 | 6 Comments »
So, I actually managed to sleep for quite a long spell. I stayed awake all day yesterday until 5:30 pm, which is no small feat as I had been up since midnight. Finally, I started to cave in and went to bed after taking all of my medicines and was out cold after a very [...]
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Posted in memories, tagged blogs, coffee, daughters, early morning, memories, Paint, ratings, rituals, sleeping, weight loss on December 13, 2007 | 8 Comments »
For two days in a row now I haven’t visited any other blogs, so I must make it a point to do so today and get caught up again. Yesterday, I ran out of time and the day before that I sat and read my own old posts, which was a bit enlightening, because I [...]
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This morning I weigh almost a kilo less than I did yesterday, but still 5 ounces more than I did the day before. Isn’t that strange? It is one of those mysteries of the body that I will never understand. I weigh 89.9 kilos and I don’t know why, when I eat so little, but [...]
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Posted in memories, money, music, tagged cats, clothes, food, gastric band, house cleaning, jewelry, make up, memories, money, music, politics, ratings, romance, vitamins, weight loss, yesterday on November 9, 2007 | 6 Comments »
Yesterday morning I didn’t wake up until 6 am, so I didn’t even bother turning on the computer, but just sat on the sofa and had my coffee and cigarettes, thinking it was too late to start writing a post anyway. It feels very liberating not to feel like I have to write one [...]
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Posted in Uncategorized, tagged café, chapel, clothes, downtown, niece, ratings, sisters, weight loss, yesterday on November 4, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Well, I have decided to mostly eat cup of soups and Melba toast and that I want to lose 5 kilos by the time my daughter gets here in December. I think I should be able to manage this, as I know that I can lose one kilo a week. It means no more raisin [...]
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Today, I weigh 91.9 kilos and that is 1.6 kilos too many. Actually, it is 6.9 kilos too many, but who is counting? Well, I am obviously. I can tell it is almost wintertime, because I am eating more than is good for me. I am eating more often. I get the urge to [...]
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Posted in moods, tagged cats, dog, Eduard, food, moods, rapid cycling, ratings, romance, weather, weight loss on October 20, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Eduard and I fell asleep in each other’s arms again last night. Sometime after midnight we woke up and disentangled ourselves. Then we both got a snack and each got under our own duvet. Eduard’s duvet was very cold, my duvet was very warm. I think we are such a romantic couple, mingling our cologne [...]
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There is only good news and the good news is that I didn’t rapid cycle once yesterday. My mood was steadily around an eight or a seven and I felt good all day long! I finally got it right.
What did I do differently? I took my second dose of Topamax at noontime instead of three [...]
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Posted in medication, mental health, moods, tagged books, coffee, medication, mental health, moods, neighborhood, ratings, SPN on October 17, 2007 | 7 Comments »
I almost got up too early during the night. I woke up at 2:15 and thought I was done sleeping, but then realized on time that I wasn’t and went back to bed where I slept until 5 am. Eduard and I went to bed early last night, therefor I was a little confused at [...]
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