I’m so bloody tired and I haven’t done enough to warrant it at all, so where does that leave me with my good behavior? Up the chimney, I would say. Tired and no excuse for it and longing to lay in a sweet meadow filled with four leaf clovers and other good luck greenery and [...]
Posts Tagged ‘SPN’
Bloody awful, I say.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged bike, bills, clothes, fantasy, housework, medication, new bed, ordinaryness, SPN, supplements, tiredness, vegging out on September 9, 2008 | 11 Comments »
Another lovely Tuesday.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged aunt, creative therapy, details, money, SPN, work on July 22, 2008 | 11 Comments »
Make that the Tuesday on which I will set straight all the things that I thought were straightened out last week and I will not bore you with any of the details. Besides, that would be very frustrating to me and that’s the last thing I want to feel right now. If everyone did their [...]
Too early two.
Posted in literature, music, relationships, tagged art, Bourgeois, children, literature, MP3 player, music, relationships, sons, SPN, the Uberhund, theExfactor, therapy on July 8, 2008 | 3 Comments »
I am sitting here with my daft head thinking strange things, because I am not quite wide awake yet. It is too early to be awake properly, yet this is the second time I am tonight. I thought what my mot de garde would be and it would be something like “no pain, no gain”. [...]
Oh, hell!
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged cats, chocolate, creative therapy, divorce, forgetfulness, housecleaning, marriage certificate, SPN, the Exfactor, the Uberhund on July 1, 2008 | 9 Comments »
I am so sleepy , I feel like taking a nap, but it isn’t nap time at all, or is it? The Uberhund has been for his 5 PM walk and had his dinner and is now quite contendly laying somewhere in an obscure place in the apartment, I don’t know where. I hear little [...]
Just a minute now…
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged back, Nora, SPN, writing, chansons, physiotherapist, divorce mediator on June 3, 2008 | 8 Comments »
I have discovered that it is better to start writing a post in a Microsoft document first and to save it as you need to and then to copy and paste it when you are done with the whole thing. I was writing a story for my Dutch blog and needed a lot of thinking [...]
Joyfully.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged Jesker, music, SPN, physiotherapist, solitariness, rationality on May 28, 2008 | 8 Comments »
9:30 PM Tuesday evening. I will very joyfully start writing a post now and maybe finish it later in the wee hours of the morning when I am up again after not having slept enough again as is usual, but see if I care, no I don’t. I am listening to Linkin Park and I [...]
Wobbly Wednesday.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged affair, honor, marriage, mood, music, SPN on May 21, 2008 | 11 Comments »
I don’t actually know if my Wednesday is going to be wobbly, it just seemed like a good title for a post and I felt wobbly last night before I went to bed. I don’t quite know how I feel right now, because I still have to finish my first mug of coffee and my [...]
Running ahead of myself.
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged clothes, depressions, John Mora, moods, music, sleep, SPN on May 14, 2008 | 13 Comments »
4:00 PM. On the day after the day you say you feel depressed, you will feel better. That’s some sort of a rule that has been confirmed by my SPN this morning. It is the very act of owning up to the mood and allowing yourself to have it and not fight it anymore, that [...]













